To my Mr. Woolf

My dear Mr. Woolf：

     I couldn't fall asleep last night. I thought of  everything we talked since we got to know each other. Seems like in some way, we have the same opinion of love and life.

    We both know that everyone is not exactly the same, they have their own speciality. We both know if we loved someone, it would be deep and long. You scare , so do I. We both know life is a long long journey , many lovers ends in the half way, for many reasons.

   I respect you. You're a gentleman .You said your heart is like an ocean,wide open and kind. I have no doubt.
   But still we are different. You are a man, and I am a woman. We think in a different way. Women's  love is strong and deep, permanent. Men's feeling is temporary.

   Sometimes my feeling is fierce and strong, I can be violent and dangerous, but I have learned how to control them. However, this self-control can make me more depressed. I am a crazy and wild lady in some way, but sometimes I do need someone to be my company , and sometimes, I'd rather be alone. I think so do you.

  We both don't wanna hurt people, but sometime we do.

  Yet suddenly , it occured to me last night： If I never try, I would never know. I already made many mistakes, and I don't wanna make one more.

  这世上，即使努力也不能解决的事，确实有很多。正因为如此，必须努力的时候，就不能放弃，不能叹息。

   In some way , we have the same dream. I think together we can do many , achieve many. We can be partners and best friends, even soul mates.
   But please forgive me , even sometimes I might say mean words like " you can't understand", though I don't really meant to hurt people. Somehow I do feel so. I think understanding one person, is a  lifelong's  work, needs time and patience.

   I trust you , and unlike what's Shakespeare says Journey ends in lovers' meeting, I say " Journey begins in lovers' meeting.

   After  you finish this letter, will you accept me , this weird kind girl ?

   At least , I wanna try .


Take care
Aviva